In which I ask your advice…
I went to Ulduar!! I know for some of you that’s no big deal, Ulduar is old news. For me, Ulduar is new as I’ve never stepped foot inside the dungeon until last night. Summer school being what it is, my WoW time is pretty darn minimal right now, but I happened to be online at raid time last night. We’ve been short on people this week thanks to the holiday, but they decided to brave Ulduar anyway and I got an invitation. I’m a casual, so if there had been enough raiders online, I’d not have been able to go.
I had no idea what I was doing, Loveth was giving me play by play instructions, but I actually had fun! We only managed to do Flame Leviathan and…er… Razorscale? Fun was had, but I can’t help thinking that I had fun because I’m not a raider anymore. I had some flasks, didn’t need to bring food thanks to an awesome fish feast, but I didn’t have enough mana pots. All in all, it seems my DPS has taken a substantial slide since my t7 days. It could be the case because I’m actually still wearing t7.5. I’ve no t8 at all and not enough badges to get it when 3.2 comes out, even after the badge change. I’ve two emblems right now, thanks to the two bosses we killed last night, but I got some great achievements!
Going to Ulduar made me realize how very much I miss raiding. It also made me realize how little time I actually have for it right now. Part of the problem is that I’m stuck in the casual loop. That’s what I call it, it’s not something I ever really understood completely before, mostly because I’ve always been a raider. Since we started Kara and Gruul, way back, I’ve always been a raider. Now, I’m seeing things from a slightly different perspective. I don’t have enough DKP to get gear unless no one else wants it, I don’t have enough badges to get the gear I need because I haven’t been raiding, and I don’t do enough DPS to be viable because I’m lacking in upgrades to t8. So, even if I wanted to start raiding again, it’s a bit futile in the gear department, as upgrades will be few and far between — though I would be able to get the badge stuff.
Part of me argues with that point, it’s not about the gear, after all. The rest of me tells that part to shut up, it’s not about the epics, but raiding is competitive and being able to do competitive DPS is important for a shadow priest. I was being seriously shown up by an awesome holy priest, who was there as DPS last night. When I expressed my concern about it to Loveth he said, “She has some awesome gear, she’s been coming to Ulduar since day 1.” Can’t argue with that.
Then, of course, even if gear wasn’t an issue, how long are people really going to be doing Ulduar after the Coliseum opens at the next patch? Is it going to be onto something new? Or, will it be more like SSC & The Eye, mutual raiding experiences. I just don’t have enough current raiding experience to know. What I do know is that I’m not well enough geared to worry about it one way or another because if I’m doing subpar DPS in Ulduar, the Coliseum isn’t going to be any better as it’s t9.
I suppose I feel a bit like I’ve fallen into a circle I can’t find my way out of. I could go raider and start raiding, but with my DPS the way it is right now, it’s almost a matter of embarrassment, especially with other shadow priests in the raid.
So having heard my concern, I wonder if you might offer me a bit of advice about how to proceed? I would be most grateful.
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…..`·.¸.·Maeleigh


